3 years ago(via dilaudid)
and i’m blogging this again because it is perfect and also exactly what i would say to someone if i wasn’t so afraid of everything:
“ When I see you, the world. It stops and all that exists for me, is you and my eyes staring at you. There’s nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops and it’s a beautiful place and there’s only you. Just you. And my eyes staring at you. When you’re gone, the world starts again and I don’t like it as much. I can live in it, but I don’t like it. I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. It’s the best thing I’ve ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you. ”
We Dance Alone.
I overthink just about everything. It takes me forever to do anything because I get really anal. I always want what i can't have. I am very imaginative. I can never find the right words to describe myself. I'm so weird, and very few people really understand me. The stupidest things keep me endlessly happy. I’m very indecisive and I tend to mess everything up one way or another. How i feel changes a lot, but right now im pretty happy. Btw, most of the stuff I post isn't going to make any sense, hope that's cool.
October 9, 2008
